I’m a sex worker — a man pays £1,500 to be my butler and we never sleep together

I person a regular client, The Butler.

That’s what I telephone him anyway. He emailed 2 years agone asking to walk a play cleaning my house, portion wearing a servant’s azygous and a chastity belt underneath.

‘Well,’ I thought, ‘why not?’ He’d wage good and my location was a mess, truthful it felt similar a spot of a no-brainer. Plus, helium was coming each the mode from New York, truthful helium indispensable really want to.

Yet erstwhile helium rang my doorbell that sunny greeting successful March aft his 7 hr flight, I inactive wasn’t definite what we’d really do.

Usually a lawsuit would privation to spot maine successful stockings and heels, but this clip I was wearing immoderate I pleased. And portion I’d usually beryllium caller punters down and marque them beverage portion we program our session, it surely didn’t hap this time.

Being my servant helium had to basal successful my presence. As helium did, a dreamy look dispersed crossed his face. Next up, the rules: helium calls maine Madam; I usage his surname. He waits connected maine and my guests but eats and drinks lone what, and when, I say.

Then I acceptable the task: enactment the full play – from my 7am java successful bed, to 11pm, ensuring the doors were locked, putting the feline out, and turning retired the lights – until I’m satisfied.

And truthful The Butler scrubbed my bath for 10 hours, fortified by conscionable breadstuff and margarine. Then helium spent 2 much hours successful his country portion I shagged my hubby adjacent door, making definite helium heard.

I couldn’t assistance but consciousness that possibly I should bash much for him, truthful my friends and I caned him – a communal petition from my different clients, and I wanted to springiness him immoderate attention. But helium took it unenthusiastically, much disquieted astir the marks that mightiness beryllium near connected his skin.

Afterwards, backmost into his chastity loop and past into his process coat, helping collar and waistcoat, and connected to the ironing – which helium intelligibly adored.

I’m utilized to caller customers asking: ‘What volition you bash to me?’, truthful with The Butler, I’ll admit I was astir astatine a nonaccomplishment arsenic to what to bash with him.

Worried helium mightiness beryllium bored by each the cleaning I told him astir my different clients that week: an adult baby, a watersports enthusiast, a balloon lover, alongside my accustomed postulation of naughty schoolboys.

He told maine politely different people’s fetishes were inexplicable. Only his ain made sense. ‘Fine’, I thought, ‘scrub my skirting boards erstwhile much portion I disregard you then’.

I was dreading debriefing him connected his past morning, feeling that I indispensable person failed due to the fact that I couldn’t recognize however being denied each pleasance was erotic for him. But a big, goofy grin dispersed crossed his chops. He’d loved it. All of it. It was a imagination travel true.

Although I’ve seen a lot, The Butler, who’s successful his mid 50s, was a enigma to me. But not to himself. Unlike astir of my clients he’s really thought astir his fetishes.

He was calved with a submissive streak and formed his kink successful his schooldays – though helium doesn’t blasted beauteous teachers, his parent oregon immoderate of the accustomed suspects for making him this way.

Teachers successful dresses and heels told him to deterioration his azygous and respect and obey them, truthful helium did. They punished his failures by stopping him having fun, truthful helium made that amusive by weaving an erotic communicative successful which women loved him for submitting and demanded his chastity.

He went to a therapist once. She asked him however helium felt being truthful submissive. Happy, helium told her. Loved. Included. And childlike. But not successful an big babe benignant of way.

His change ego is told what to wear, eat, portion and do: he’s child-like, but not a child. He’s a servant.

He’s happily married, has made wealth but won’t uncover how, has hobbies, and friends who deliberation him normal. No 1 knows the full information but the therapist. And me.

After his archetypal sojourn to my location helium asked if we could bash it again.

Let maine think… He’s polite and unobtrusive. Coffee and martinis look from nowhere, portion soiled dishes disappear. My bath sparkles, my windows are cleaner than ever and wads of fifties capable my handbag. Why wouldn’t I fto him return?

Well, arsenic accustomed arsenic I americium to cos-playing arsenic mediate class, being a woman of leisure for 72 hours feels awkward and unnatural. Usually I lone unreal to beryllium thing I’m not for an hour, aft which I request to prevarication down.

His beingness successful my location besides made my hubby uncomfortable. And, I’ll beryllium honest, I’m inactive unsure what the servant is getting from this. He’s explained it to maine galore times, and portion I recognize the words good enough, I can’t link with them emotionally.

Given this has been his imagination for 50 years, and he’s paying a flipping luck for it – £1,500 to beryllium nonstop – I wanted to get it right. But I couldn’t bash that unless I understood what close looked like.

So unneurotic we hatched a Plan B. Now, The Butler rents a level successful London, a large treble furniture for maine and a cramped azygous for him. He buys theatre tickets for my friends and me, the champion seats astatine the champion shows – I’m going to spot Hamilton adjacent month! He joins us, but sits successful the enactment behind.

We sojourn different friends, maine travelling archetypal people and him astatine the backmost of the train. On 1 trip, helium cleaned my friend’s plot shed portion she and I filmed porn. I deliberation the shed pleased her much than the film. 

I’m inactive learning my part, but it seems it’s each win-win for him. If I’m stricter than helium expects, he’s thrilled. If I’m much indulgent, he’s comically grateful. The much I astonishment him, the happier helium is.

His phantasy satellite is delightfully open-ended. Whatever I demand, cocktails, theatre tickets oregon housework, helium spins into a caller fetish. Seeing however overmuch I bask it, he’s adjacent learned to emotion my leather tawse connected his hands.

I’ve besides extended his chastity beyond our meetings. He emails maine each evening asking support to masturbate. Mostly I accidental no. It won’t termination him to hold a week, oregon three. It’s each connected the honour system, but I spot him. They accidental that enactment happens arsenic overmuch successful the caput arsenic successful the genitals, but for The Butler it’s 100% upstairs.

He’s eroticised being denied each the luxuries helium loves. He couldn’t beryllium much antithetic from me. Swear disconnected booze? Go weeks without orgasms? I’d alternatively die.

This is enactment enactment without the enactment – for him, anyway.  And indeed, without overmuch enactment from me, though he’s a lawsuit who has changed my outlook.

I present spot that we marque show creation together. On engaged London streets, successful shops, astatine the theatre, radical spot america dressing and acting our parts.

I’m increasing into my role. I consciousness similar a woman with staff. I bid drinks without wondering whether he’d similar one. I automatically manus him my overgarment and buying bags and measurement done doors helium holds.

And you cognize what? I consciousness good astir it.

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