Miranda Kerr recalls how her first boyfriend died in a sudden accident and she lost a baby boy in a miscarriage: 'If that hadn't have happened, I may have been a country bumpkin'

Miranda Kerr has opened up astir losing her archetypal fellow successful a car mishap erstwhile she was a teenager.

The Australian model, 41, revealed connected the Not Alone Podcast she was near shocked and heartbroken erstwhile her fellow Christopher Middlebrook died suddenly.

Miranda, who has 4 sons and shares 3 with hubby Evan Spiegel, admitted her beingness could person turned retired precise antithetic if the tragic mishap didn't happen.

'My fellow passed distant erstwhile I was a teenager. If that hadn't happened I would person been happily joined and been a state bumpkin similar I was,' she said.

'The information helium died truthful abruptly was specified a daze to my strategy due to the fact that helium died successful a car accident. It was a acquisition to not instrumentality thing for granted successful my life.'

Miranda besides revealed she suffered a heartbreaking miscarriage aft welcoming her first son Flynn, 13, with her ex hubby Orlando Bloom, who she was with from 2010 to 2013.

'I really had a miscarriage - and it was a lad arsenic well,' she revealed.

Miranda said she was 'naïve' during her archetypal pregnancy, becoming overmuch much 'knowledgeable' with each consequent birth.

'So with each gestation I became much knowledgeable and a small much acrophobic astir what mightiness spell wrong,' she added.

Miranda married Spiegel, the CEO of Snapchat, successful 2017 and the mates stock 3 sons - Hart, six, Myles, five, and newborn Pierre.

She remains adjacent with her ex Bloom and his fiancée Katy Perry, with the singer, 39, antecedently saying their narration dynamic was that of a 'modern family'.

Miranda antecedently revealed she had named her oldest lad Flynn after her precocious boyfriend, with his mediate sanction being Christopher.

Speaking to Australia's Daily Telegraph aft his birth, she said: 'After helium died, I wrote him a missive that said I hoped to sanction my archetypal kid aft him successful immoderate way.'

'I told Orlando and helium was the 1 who said he'd beryllium blessed to bash that.'

Miranda besides revealed astatine the annual Baby2Baby gala successful Los Angeles last week her nine-month-old son Pierre was named aft her precocious grandfather.

'His sanction is Pierre aft my precocious grandfather, Peter. So French for Peter,' she told People, revealing the saccharine provenance of the child's name.

When asked what her different boys deliberation of the caller arrival, Miranda was blessed to study they adored the youngest successful the family.

'They emotion him,' she said, earlier adding that Pierre is the 'light of our home.'

'He's conscionable a small ray of sunshine and his brothers conscionable adore him.' 

'When you're having a caller babe coming into the home, you often wonder, you're like, "Oh, however are the boys going to react?" But they adore him,' the erstwhile Victoria's Secret Angel added.