Solomon Henderson's motive for Antioch High School shooting revealed in Nashville teen's alleged manifesto

Disturbing ramblings that school shooter Solomon Henderson reportedly posted online successful the moments earlier helium opened occurrence astatine Antioch High School connection a terrifying look into his mind.

The expected 47-page manifesto included a layout of the Tennessee school, on with photos of the weapons helium wanted to usage and his thoughts astir wherefore helium wanted to perpetrate a shooting.

His last writings came connected November 18 - the aforesaid time the Metro Nashville Police Department received  telephone indicating determination was a schoolhouse shooting astatine Antioch High School, which they aboriginal determined was a hoax, according to News Channel 5.

'I was truthful miserable. I wanted to termination myself. I conscionable couldn't instrumentality anymore. I americium a worthless subhuman, a living, breathing disgrace,' the 17-year-old gunman allegedly wrote.

'All my [in existent life] friends outgrew me, enactment similar they didn't f***ing cognize me. Becoming maine was truthful f***ing humiliating. That's wherefore I walk each time dissociating.'

Much of the remainder of the document, which was said to beryllium linked to a societal media relationship linked to Henderson, deals with his conflict with contention and radical issues.

Henderson allegedly said that helium was 'ashamed to beryllium black,' earlier helium goes connected to usage anti-Semitic and anti-Muslim language. He adjacent seemingly included a flyer for the Goyim Defense League, a neo-Nazi radical that visited Nashville implicit the summer.

The manifesto besides claims helium was inspired by radical similar Candace Owens, Nick Fuentes, Kanye West and adjacent Mr. Beast, and created a collage of different infamous shooters, including The Covenant School shooter Audrey Hale and would-be assassin Thomas Matthew Crooks.

'The quality betwixt bully and atrocious criminals depends connected however good they were dressed. It depends connected what limb they used. It depends connected their posture, their voice, their program of attack,' Henderson seemingly mused.

'It depends connected however they carried it out. It depends connected their height, their bony structure, their assemblage abdominous percentage, their haircut. It depends connected who their unfortunate was.

'Even the precise worst of transgression acts are forgiven by simply looking good. Or cool. Or absorbing successful immoderate way,' helium wrote, earlier listing his plans to get successful amended shape.

In a question-and-answer conception of the document, Henderson noted that helium did not program to termination immoderate instrumentality enforcement officers and did not see himself a unfortunate of bullying.

'Personally successful my life, I can't retrieve a azygous lawsuit of being bullied, astatine slightest not [conventionally],' the manifesto says. 'I was bullied successful the civilization sense, which everyone is bullied in.'

He past went connected to stock his thoughts astir Antioch High School, conscionable extracurricular of Nashville, which has a bulk of achromatic and Hispanic students.

'School is simply a daycare,' helium wrote. 'It's intolerable for you to really think. You accidental things due to the fact that different radical person said it before, past spell repetition advertisement nauseum determination else.

'In school, we're taught to aftermath up early, unopen up, beryllium for agelong periods of hours, bash tasks you hate, past repeat.'

Henderson besides claims the schoolhouse is tally by a Zionist government, arsenic helium denies the Holocaust.

'Show them what a existent schoolcaust looks like. Do it similar a martyr,' helium encourages, noting: 'Assassinating the "elites" volition not hap without wide humor shed and sidesplitting civilians.'

Under the question, 'What bash you privation for,' Henderson besides said helium wants a 'better, neater, cleaner satellite by eliminating each undersireables.

'We indispensable assistance the Aryans careless of race.'

And nether different header with the question, 'What is the End Goal with each of this,' Henderson allegedly wrote: 'We're gonna pain this full satellite to the crushed and rebuild from the beginning.' 

He concludes by saying helium plans 'on going [out] AN HERO by blowing my brains with my weapon portion unrecorded streaming it,' and offered proposal to different would-be shooters, saying it is 'important' to movie and photograph your attacks.

'An representation shows what we're susceptible of, a video shows what it volition look like, a livestream with a GoPro shows what it volition consciousness like.'

Henderson adjacent allegedly included links to different manifestos, a nexus connected however to transportation retired a wide sidesplitting with targets ranked by however casual it would beryllium to execution them, arsenic good arsenic photos of a handgun, a lockpicking kit and cartridges to load into a handgun helium planned to usage successful the shooting.

The teen past arrived astatine the schoolhouse connected Wednesday from the bus, and entered a bathroom, wherever constabulary judge helium retrieved a weapon.  

He seen wearing a hoodie just aft 11am, erstwhile helium 'confronted' Josselin Corea Escalante, 16, and fired aggregate rounds utilizing a pistol, earlier helium turned the weapon connected himself.

Another pupil was besides injured with a graze coiled to her arm, and was rushed to Vanderbilt University Hospital successful unchangeable condition.

Police besides said a 4th lad was being treated for an wounded to the look caused during the commotion, but they were not shot, Channel 5 reports. 

The teen livestreamed the shooting online, and had written connected his X leafage that helium saved up capable wealth to bargain a GoPro camera 'but it was hard to explicate to my parents wherefore I needed it, truthful I couldn't bargain it,' Raw Story reports. 

Nashville constabulary person not yet confirmed whether the manifesto posted online was that of the schoolhouse shooter, but Chief John Drake noted determination were online materials that the constabulary section is investigating. 

'There are immoderate materials connected the Internet that we're looking at, that's nether investigation,' helium said, according to The Tennessean.

'We judge there's immoderate materials retired there, and possibly they were seen,' helium continued, adding that if idiosyncratic 'said something, possibly much could person been done.'