Suits star Patrick J Adams reveals the devastating reason he couldn't bring himself to watch the show

Patrick J Adams was 'so self-conscious and insecure' astir his show successful Suits that he's lone conscionable managed to commencement watching it for the precise archetypal time.

The 43-year-old histrion played Mike Ross successful the acclaimed ineligible drama, which ran for 9 seasons from 2011 to 2019, and starred other Meghan Markle who played his on-screen woman Rachel Zane.

In a caller interview, Patrick confessed that helium was incapable to tune into ticker the USA Network bid astatine the clip that it aired owed to his ain insecurities.

But erstwhile Suits enjoyed a abrupt resurgence successful 2023, helium was yet capable to face his interior demons.

Patrick said: 'I didn't ticker it astatine all, due to the fact that I was truthful self-conscious and insecure the full time, truthful I'm conscionable going to fto that beryllium successful the past.

'There was immoderate denial successful that process of not facing it, of conscionable wanting it to beryllium successful the rearview.

'The champion days of my beingness were connected that show, and then, arsenic thing implicit the people of the amended portion of a decade, determination were immoderate truly hard days — and I didn't privation to deliberation astir immoderate of it.'

He continued to The Hollywood Reporter: 'The amusement being truthful palmy and it being reinvigorated, and having radical truthful engaged again and stopping america connected the thoroughfare — it conscionable made maine recognize that I person to crook astir and truly look astatine this happening successful the face.

'I request to admit it. I request to enactment done it. And what amended mode to enactment done a amusement than to ticker it? That's a bully spot to start.'

Last month, Patrick launched the Suits podcast Sidebar with his chap costar Sarah Rafferty, 51, who played no-nonsense adjunct Donna Paulsen.

The podcast is 'dedicated to re-watching and breaking down' the deed ineligible drama, with 'special guests who played a portion some in-front of and down the camera'.

Patrick antecedently revealed that Meghan sent a heartwarming enactment of enactment aft helium shared the news.

'She leads a precise antithetic beingness present for evident and important reasons,' helium said portion answering fans' questions connected Reddit.

'But upon proceeding astir the podcast. I got a beauteous text, saying however excited she was for america and asking however she could assistance successful anyway.

'So beauteous to inactive person that benignant of enactment and relationship aft truthful galore years apart.'

The Duchess volition apt person had plentifulness of proposal to springiness the pair, having launched her ain podcast called Archetypes connected Spotify successful August 2022.

A spinoff of Suits, titled Suits: LA, is presently successful accumulation aft the amusement spiked successful popularity past year.

The caller bid volition diagnostic Stephen Amell successful the pb relation arsenic Ted Black, a hotshot Los Angeles lawyer who was erstwhile a national authoritative successful New York City.

It volition besides prima Josh McDermitt, Lex Scott Davis and Bryan Greenberg.