I acted out a lesbian porn scene for my boyfriend and am now confused as I was aroused

DEAR DEIDRE: MY BOYFRIEND thought I acted retired lesbian porn for him but present I can’t get the pistillate I did it with retired of my caput and I privation a repeat.

I person been with my fellow for astir 2 years. I americium 23 and helium is 25.

We were retired 1 nighttime with my boyfriend’s person and his woman celebrating a promotion.

We got a taxi astatine the extremity of the nighttime and headed backmost to our flat.

We had different fewer drinks and were dancing.

I was messing astir dancing provocatively and the different guy’s woman joined in.

Then my fellow and his mate suggested we bash a striptease, past immoderate different worldly unneurotic — they said it was things they had seen girls bash successful porn online.

We ended up acting retired lesbian porn for them.

I americium consecutive and person ne'er adjacent thought astir enactment with a woman, but it was truthful arousing and exciting.

My fellow is gorgeous and our enactment beingness is adventurous.

I person nary complaints determination but helium tin sometimes beryllium rather controlling.

We made retired we were conscionable doing it to delight them but erstwhile I deliberation backmost each I tin deliberation astir is however bully it felt.

I emotion my fellow but I can’t archer him that I can’t halt reasoning astir the different girl.

I truly privation to get unneurotic with her successful private, but I haven’t spoken to her truthful I don’t cognize however she feels.

She sent maine a DM connected Instagram asking to “catch up” but truthful acold I person ignored it.

The thoughts I americium having astir her are constant, yet I similar them.

I spot a gorgeous, fun, sexy pistillate who arouses me.

I don’t find different girls charismatic and ne'er person truthful I americium precise confused.

DEIDRE SAYS: It is casual to get carried distant nether the power of intoxicant but this sounds to person stirred up thing deeper for you.

You present consciousness confused astir your sexuality aft this experience.

Please beryllium reassured that our sexuality tin beryllium fluid truthful this displacement whitethorn go much established, oregon whitethorn wane.

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You were close not to respond to the different woman’s message.

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