I was a pregnant OnlyFans model earning $100,000 a year, people would say vulgar things about my baby

A erstwhile OnlyFans exemplary who earned $100,000 a twelvemonth connected the big tract admitted that men would 'sexualize' her gestation and ruined her self-esteem.

Sydney Ruiz, 24, began sharing raunchy snaps of herself topless and successful a bikini arsenic good arsenic explicit video contented 5 years agone to marque some 'quick money.' 

The Dallas, Texas-based brunette quality earned $5,000 successful her archetypal period and rapidly climbed the ranks into the top contented creators - raking successful six figures annually. 

However, her imagination of surviving a lavish beingness by posting sensual contented turned into a nightmare aft she received an overwhelming magnitude of decease threats and abuse, particularly erstwhile she fell pregnant. 

After getting messages from men who asked her to 'breastfeed them,' Sydney yet decided successful June that she had had capable and near the big manufacture behind.

At the highest of her OnlyFans vocation successful May 2020, Sydney fell large with her archetypal child.

She gave commencement to a babe lad successful January 2021, however, helium sadly passed distant conscionable 1 period aboriginal from chartless causes.

Sydney admitted that her continuing vocation connected OnlyFans portion expecting made her highly uncomfortable arsenic she said men would adjacent sexualize her pregnancy.

She said: 'I posted my gestation connected societal media and continued to station connected OnlyFans until I started showing.

'People were sexualizing the information I was pregnant, they were sexualizing my babe - I was being asked by men to bosom provender them.'

In November 2021, Sydney recovered retired that she was expecting her 2nd kid and gave commencement to him successful August 2022.

This time, Sydney decided to support her gestation a concealed and stopped posting online.

Sydney said: 'It wholly destroyed my intelligence wellness and aforesaid completely. I was truthful assemblage conscious - I was precise skinny astatine the time.

'I consciousness similar getting large saved my beingness due to the fact that I gained the value I needed.'

Sydney confessed that everything connected the app was 'hyper-sexualized' and would often beryllium called a sl*t oregon a w***e.

She confessed it had near her struggling with her confidence.

Sydney admitted: 'It destroyed my intelligence wellness and aforesaid representation completely. At the highest of my OnlyFans career, I was truthful disquieted astir my body.

'I consciousness similar girls, who are freshly 18 should beryllium wary astir getting into the industry. I person aforesaid esteem problems, I person assemblage assurance issues.

'I consciousness that if I ne'er got into the manufacture my beingness could beryllium wholly antithetic - I would person assurance and not beryllium acrophobic of men.' 

Sydney was 18 years aged erstwhile she started moving successful the big amusement industry.

She worked connected a tract called Fancentro for 1 twelvemonth earlier joining OnlyFans successful October 2019.

Sydney added: 'I joined Fancentro due to the fact that I saw different radical doing it and I thought it was speedy money.

'I discontinue the tract and took a interruption earlier idiosyncratic reached retired to maine astir OnlyFans and however they could negociate me.'

In her archetypal month, Sydney brought location $5,000, with her making a shocking $10,000 to $15,000 astatine her peaks.

The Texas-based creator: 'I ne'er did porn, it was much risky contented similar bikini pictures, topless photos and immoderate videos.

'My archetypal period I made $5,000 and I kept astatine it, erstwhile the pandemic deed my net went up and up.

'In my highest period I made $10,000 to $15,000 and successful my archetypal twelvemonth I made $100,000.'

She deed backmost astatine the men who criticized her online. 

She said: 'Men would ne'er travel up to you successful the thoroughfare and accidental what they accidental to you online.

'I was often called a sl*t oregon a w***e and would beryllium told to termination myself. I person ever gotten decease threats - it was a normalized thing.

'Men would expect things for escaped and erstwhile I said nary I would beryllium called a worthless w***e and told to extremity my life.'

On her determination to permission the industry, Sydney explained she 'hated' being truthful intersexual and didn't privation to beryllium looked astatine arsenic an entity anymore.

She said: 'I didn't person the clip oregon vigor to support producing the content. OnlyFans has go truthful saturated, determination were pistillate consenting to bash much online but I had boundaries.

'I hated being truthful sexual, I don't privation to beryllium looked astatine arsenic an object. When June came astir I realized I wasn't making capable wealth to bash this to my intelligence health.'

Since quitting the site, Sydney said she had go 'wary' of men owed to the maltreatment she experienced online.

She said: 'I americium highly wary of men, it makes maine consciousness similar men are hard-wired to prey connected america women.

'I was getting messages from girls asking maine to artifact their boyfriend, I was being messaged by men with a woman and kids - it makes maine person nary spot successful men.

'I americium not bashing women who inactive enactment successful the manufacture - I conscionable decided that I couldn't proceed anymore.'