Liam Payne's girlfriend Kate Cassidy reveals couple had 'separate lives' and 'wouldn't text consistently when they were apart' as she admits she can no longer listen to his music after star's tragic death at 31

Liam Payne's woman Kate Cassidy has revealed the mates had 'our ain abstracted lives' arsenic she spoke retired for the archetypal clip pursuing his decease astatine the property of 31. 

The One Direction prima died successful October past twelvemonth aft falling from a balcony connected the third-floor of his edifice country successful Buenos Aires, Argentina, wherever helium had been connected vacation to spot his erstwhile bandmate Niall Horan perform. 

Kate, 25, was with Liam successful Argentina but near a time aboriginal successful bid to to look aft their rescue dog, Nala astatine their location successful Florida. 

The societal media influencer, who is from New Jersey, said she and Liam were not the benignant of mates who would substance each the clip erstwhile isolated and she present wishes she hadn't near Argentina early. 

She told The Sun: 'It was a tragic mishap and no, I ne'er did deliberation (he mightiness dice young). But, you know, we did person our ain abstracted lives — this wasn't the archetypal clip we person travelled separately.

'I conscionable ne'er thought this would person happened, that it would crook retired the mode it did. It inactive doesn't consciousness afloat existent for maine that he's not here.'

Kate besides said she and Liam were autarkic and would not beryllium successful changeless interaction erstwhile they were apart.   

'When we're distant from each other, we're not truly the clingiest erstwhile it comes to messaging . . . it wasn't super-constant,' she said. 

Kate inactive calls Liam's telephone to perceive his voicemail signaling and, though she antecedently utilized to autumn dormant listening to his music, she finds it excessively upsetting now. 

Kate said she knew the brace were soulmates from the precise archetypal clip they met, which was erstwhile she was a waitress successful South Carolina, but that she had loved him since she was 10-years-old, believing that they were ever meant to meet.

Liam delayed his formation home, and the brace spent 2 days unneurotic successful a hotel, opening what she describes arsenic a 'fairytale romance'.

The devastated woman called the vocalist the astir humble and charming radical she had ever met and insisted she was not to blasted for the decease of her partner.

Kate aboriginal near her assemblage plans down and became a full-time influencer, a vocation Liam afloat supported. 

Now with much than 2.5million followers, she has since moved backmost to New Jersey aft leaving the location they shared successful Florida.

Kate was astatine location erstwhile she received the telephone telling her Liam had died. 

She said it felt similar a 'blackout moment', struggling to judge the quality astatine first. She adjacent tried calling his telephone - and it inactive rang.

The contented creator admitted she felt blessed that she did not person the harrowing quality via societal media.

Instead she had been successful the comfortableness of their location with their beloved canine earlier 1 of Liam's friends called her. 

She past contacted her boyfriend's household and her parent caught the archetypal formation retired to sojourn her grieving girl arsenic she attempted to process the devastating news.

Kate aboriginal realised that her past substance to Liam had been wholly ordinary: 'I can't hold for you to get location and spot the house.' She had spent clip decorating their location for Halloween and was excited to amusement him.

Three days aft his death, a idiosyncratic she had hired to hole the decorations messaged, asking if Liam had liked the Halloween surprise. 

She said that was the infinitesimal erstwhile it yet sank successful that helium was ne'er coming home.

Liam had spoken openly astir his intelligence wellness struggles and past battles with addiction. He had tried some therapy and rehab.

On the nighttime of his death, his edifice country was littered with cause paraphernalia and an opened champagne bottle.

Kate said his relapse seemed to travel 'out of nowhere', and she had ne'er imagined helium was successful specified a fragile state.

Still reeling from his death, she has been seeing a grief therapist and struggles to perceive to Liam's music. 'Maybe 1 day,' she said, 'but not close now.'

Liam was staying astatine the Casa Sur edifice successful Buenos Aires erstwhile helium fell to his decease aft a drink-drug binge connected October 16.

His aesculapian origin of decease has present been announced to beryllium 'polytrauma', a word which means a idiosyncratic has aggregate traumatic injuries to their body.

Five radical person been charged implicit the singer's decease successful Argentina aft helium fell from a third-floor balcony of the hotel.

The hotel's manager, a receptionist and a person of Payne person been charged with manslaughter, Argentina's National Criminal and Correctional Prosecutor's Office antecedently said successful a statement.

They are reported to beryllium edifice manager Gilda Martin, receptionist Esteban Grassi and Payne's person Roger Nores. Two different radical person been charged implicit the proviso of drugs. 

Due to the ongoing investigation, Kate could not divulge excessively overmuch accusation and did not corroborate whether oregon not she had spoken to Roger. 

She insisted, however, that erstwhile she near Argentina, Liam was successful 'such a bully headspace' and the mates were much successful emotion than ever.