Paul Danan’s harrowing voice notes reveal torment before his death as Dapper Laughs shares emotional final conversations

THESE are immoderate of the affectional last dependable notes near by Paul Danan that uncover his addiction torment and unthinkable betterment successful the years earlier helium died.

Hollyoaks legend Paul, who passed distant this week, was remembered arsenic a benignant and hilarious antheral who battled idiosyncratic struggles but near a lasting interaction connected those astir him, including chap entertainer Dapper Laughs.

They worked unneurotic connected a West End play successful 2020, and became adjacent pals successful Paul's last years.

Dapper Laughs, existent sanction Daniel O'Reilly, shared dependable messages from Paul that revealed their communal struggles and the astonishing enactment offered by the precocious Love Island star.

In one, Paul said: "My brother, conscionable thought I'd interaction basal truly spot however you are, however you're feeling. All that jazz. Your therapist Pauly is here."

Dapper replied, confessing: "I'm warring a akin to what you’ve been warring for years, the self-destructive stuff. From the constituent that we’re rehearsing, I wanna spell wholly sober, nary booze, nothing."

"So truthful happy. I cognize that. I know, I cognize Dan, I know, I cognize you are. I cognize you’re 1 of us," Paul said.

"I knew it the infinitesimal we near and you were like, 'Let’s spell and person a beer.'

"That’s me, that’s f*****g me. Don’t you deliberation I wanted to?
I don’t anymore due to the fact that I cognize that I don’t request it.

"We don’t request it. Look astatine america connected the couch. We’re the champion of ourselves.

"We’re dynamic, buzzing, brilliant. We don’t request immoderate of that s**t.

"We’re better, we’re the champion of ourselves without it.

"With it, it makes america weaker. It makes america little than what we were meant to be."

Daniel besides spoke astir his grief, opening up astir their adjacent relationship and Paul’s profound power connected his life.

He told his followers: “I don’t usually remark connected radical passing away, but I truly wanted to accidental a fewer words astir Paul.

“It’s upset maine contiguous proceeding astir him passing. He helped me, and helium was truthful bully to me. He was my pal.”

In the station Daniel revealed however Paul supported him during his darkest times, adjacent helping him admit his ain issues with addiction.

He said: “Paul really helped maine alteration my life.

"People adjacent to maine evidently had said that I had a portion occupation backmost successful the day, but helium was the archetypal idiosyncratic to truly enactment a statement connected it and introduced maine to what that was

The brace had bonded during rehearsals for a West End play they performed successful together, with Dapper recounting 1 of their funniest memories.

He went on: “I'll archer you a mates of comic things, erstwhile we were rehearsing for the West End play that we did together, we really had to spell to The Priory, his rehab, helium was successful rehab, and we had to spell into The Priory to rehearse with him 

“Every clip I walked in, I’d shout, ‘Where’s the bar?’ He’d get the hump, but past he’d laughter due to the fact that helium had specified a wicked consciousness of humour.”

Dapper besides shared however Paul relied connected him to assistance get into quality for his role.

He said: “He’d travel moving into my dressing country saying, ‘Geezer maine up!’ He wanted to beryllium a due geezer, truthful I’d hype him up, and he’d repetition it back.

“Once, connected the past night, I messed with him and planted thing silly successful his caput conscionable to upwind him up earlier helium went onstage.”

Dapper described their shared struggles with intelligence wellness and addiction saying they some had their battles, but” leaned connected each other.”

He said: “When I yet admitted I had a occupation and wanted to spell sober, Paul took maine nether his wing.

“He showed maine the ropes and introduced maine to meetings. He made the process a hellhole of a batch easier for me.”

Dapper admitted Paul’s regular texts and quotes could get “annoying” but said he’ll miss them.

He said: “At the time, they were a spot annoying, but present I think, ‘It's a shame I won’t get those texts anymore. They were nice.”

Dapper signed disconnected with: “RIP Paul. Love you, mate.”